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1:15am September 27, 2006

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and I’m still up… Might as well write again. Pretty silent all around.
seems the perfect time to pour out all my thoughts. Suddenly, nothing comes to mind.
the dead of the night…

hope i dream good when I crash tonight/this morning. Lately, it’s this elusive memory of something good, of someone good. A fuzzy figure that leaves me with good vibes. Guess I’m not as stoic as I used to think. Turning out to be an emo girl? I wonder…

remember doing this time machine back in high school. I’d list events by the minute as they happen around me, then laugh it out with my friends reading how silly it all was…
1:28am – trix is still up and about doing god knows what
1:29am – love to crash but can’t turn off brain
1:30am – *tiktilaooook
1:31am – tsk tsk tsk tsk
1:32am – saving word file for exam (background tiktilaok)
1:33am – shutting down brain..

streams of thoughts on a sunday morning September 24, 2006

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Woke up feeling refreshed today. Had a fitful sleep aided by a body-melting massage last night.

So, what to do today? Lots actually. And I really mean to do them all! It’s just that my body doesn’t want to cooperate. Like, instead of checking a ton of papers, I’m writing this blog. I reasoned, I haven’t done this for a long time now…

Got nothing particular in mind to broadcast naman, tintamad lang talaga to do work. I suspect the reason behind this mindset of mine now. Just unbelievable that I could still be affected by this!

Appreciating Bono and his vocals again. This band is really good, great even! If you look back at their roots and how they got to this rock star status, kinda amazing. They didn’t step on a lot of toes unlike so many now, and they even take time to advocate just causes. And bottomline is, they write good music.

Was supposed to go to a friend’s thanksgiving party last night. But wasn’t feeling too good. Back and shoulders hurt, hence the massage. I’m sure they all had a {drunken =) } blast. Too bad I missed it…

Gosh. If Eddie Vedder couldn’t make it, I want Bono to sing at my wedding…

You speak of signs of wonders, but I need something other. I would believe if I was able while waiting on the crumbs from your table…Where you live should not decide whether you live or whether you die…

Makes me reflect on everything again, and that’s not such a good thing right now. Need to just focus on what has to be done and live each day. And how am I doing that I wonder?

One step closer to knowing, one step closer to knowing… one step closer to knowing. To knowing.

Aargh. This slow pain is killing me, and it’s making me cranky as ever. And I don’t believe in medications for this thing. WTF!!!