sChmo0kler

i should be crashing now, resting my eyes and easing my budding headache…

but i know i wont be able to sleep that quickly, so might as well just burn whatever’s left in my prepaid broadband…

today was pretty busy, as workdays  here go. but i didn’t finish a lot of work, not really. just meetings and meetings and presentations draining time…

good thing the latest product line is a very interesting one.  im really hoping we get to use them a lot for projects. chairs, desks, accessories of noted “authors” of the day.  they may be pricey, but they’re for keeps. the kind i will get and bring home by air, sea or land!  but hearing those big designer names again made me think of architecture, my first love…

i can feel something coming up this year. exactly what and when, i have no idea. its probably going to be something of a crossroad and such. again. i wouldnt mind. im looking forward to whatever it is god has in store for me and my bro. with all my heart, im praying its gonna be good and wonderful =)

they say all you have to do is ask and hope fervently for something to come or happen. what if you dont know exactly what to ask, only that you feel there is something…something missing? something that should make sense of everything around you?  all im pretty sure of asking god and the universe right now is good health for my family and protection from all harm and danger. or maybe that is it and should be enough…

i know im rambling, havent written my disconcerted thoughts here in along time.  not since i was floundering my way teaching back in Davao.  i used to feel so clueless then but at the same time brimming with things to say. now im wondering how i affected the students i had the chance to meet and spend time with that one memorable year. i just hope i didnt do much irreparable damage to their pursuit of architecture! coz id like to get back to it someday, honestly. when im more grown up in the ways of the world and would definitely have things to say till they would ask me to shut up already…

oh by the way, visit this site and rate and vote for my bro if you please…   http://www.islandreefjob.com/#/most-recent/watch/IXtGCyQvTIg

its turning out to be a  fierce competition but im wishing him all the best and luck.  whatever the outcome, i salute him for  making a go with this. but he really is perfect for this, best job or not.  besides having a degree in physical therapy, he’s a trained rescue crew and he’s adventurous enough for most of us.  but most importantly, he’s got the right attitude for it. i just hope the panel sees it, coz an  island caretaker would definitely be his forte =)

without any help from booze or any other vices, im pretty mellow now. music full blast from OST of the crow, the movie.  kinda dark, but cool and a little dramatic. the last 2 tracks still remain my favorites. time baby 3 and it cant rain all the time by jane siberry. classic.  and with that i leave you…

We walked the narrow path, 
beneath the smoking skies.
Sometimes you can barely tell the difference 
between darkness and light.
Do you have faith 
in what we believe?
The truest test is when we cannot, 
when we cannot see.

I hear pounding feet in the, 
in the streets below, and the,
and the women crying and the, 
and the children know that there,
that there’s something wrong, 
and it’s hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall forever.

Oh, when I’m lonely, 
I lie awake at night 
and I wish you were here.
I miss you. 
Can you tell me 
is there something more to belive in?
Or is this all there is?

In the pounding feet, in the,
In the streets below, and the,
And the window breaks and,
And a woman falls, there’s,
There’s something wrong, it’s,
It’s so hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall, your tears won’t fall, your tears won’t fall
forever.

Last night I had a dream.
You came into my room, 
you took me into your arms.
Whispering and kissing me, 
and telling me to still belive.
But then the emptiness of a burning sea against which we see
our darkest of sadness.

Until I felt safe and warm.
I fell asleep in your arms. 
When I awoke I cried again for you were gone.
Oh, can you hear me?

It won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall forever.
It won’t rain all the time
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall, your tears won’t fall, 
your tears won’t fall
forever.